how nice to hear from a physician who believes in the vaccination schedule but still respects the fact that some parents are not comfortable with a one-sized-fits-all program. Mandatory vaccination represents a limitation on human rights. Any limitation of fundamental rights, such as the rights to liberty and security of person, is serious, regardless of the supposed public good involved. At the end of the day, vaccines are still “unavoidably unsafe” (see the 1986 National childhood vaccine injury act) and it is an undisputed, scientific fact that vaccines in their current state of development injure and cause death to certain people. The decision of when and whether we vaccinate ourselves and our children is a fundamental human right and I applaud this brave physician for speaking the truth and standing up for the parents in this country who have decided to go against the flow because it is what works best for their children.


Anyone involved in the healthcare of children knows there is a growing number of parents who are selectively immunizing or not immunizing their children at all.  The medical establishment is becoming quite alarmed about this trend and becoming rather unpleasant towards parents who are questioning the benefits of immunizations.

It has become an increasingly frequent experience for parents, who have concerns about the safety of vaccines, to have very negative encounters when interacting with the medical system.  These interactions range from being treated as ignorant weirdos who need to be properly educated, to the outright refusal of care.  We are, sadly, now at the point where a majority of pediatric practices refuse to care for children who are not immunized according to the official recommendations.  Here is a typical vaccine policy from a pediatric practice (

My practice has the philosophy that parents, not the medical establishment, should…

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on wisdom, protection, and how the search must go on.

Almost every time that I decline a food or drink for myself or for my children, I am looked at with the same face.. it’s a face that says, Now there’s something else that you think is bad!..really? Something that I hear quite often from a few of my family members is,

Why do you run yourself weary from constantly researching things and placing all these restrictions in your diet and into your lifestyle? Everything is gonna kill us why does it really matter? We pray blessing over the food so that God will bless it to our bodies. Dont you think that God will protect your family from the harmful stuff?

I agree that, according to his will for our lives,  God will protect us from the harmful things in our environment, but I do not believe that we should use this as a crutch to avoid learning new things or expanding our minds to ways that we can be healthier. We live in the age of information. Everything that we desire to learn, we can find access to.

I truly believe that God desires for us to choose to live a healthy lifestyle. He gave us wisdom to make the right decisions for ourselves and for our families. Baby steps..that’s all that it takes..just start with one thing at a time.

“I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life so that you and your children my live.” – Deuteronomy 30: 19


on being spat upon and unethical children

From Dr. Bob Sear’s facebook page (see bottom for link):

“Institute of Medicine Concludes Vaccinated versus Unvaccinated Research Not Needed: The Vaccine Schedule is Safe As Is.
The IOM released a report today regarding the safety of the American vaccination schedule. Their conclusion? No new methods of safety research need to be undertaken. The current safety surveillance systems that we have in place are adequate, although they could be improved upon. Undertaking a large study comparing vaccinated to unvaccinated children is neither ethical nor necessary. The vaccine schedule is safe as it is.”


**They could end this whole debate so easily. But they won’t do it. The IOM and the CDC says that to leave kids unvaccinated is “unethical”..and this is the crutch that they lean on, even though millions of parents are so unsure about giving their kids vaccines. Im sure that I am not the only parent that has cried on the way to their babies checkup out of nothing but fear. They may say that since my son has not had a shot since he was 8 weeks old that he is unethical..he is actually quite healthy (praise the Lord) how dare these fools (yes, fools) call my child unethical when they inject 4 million children every year with a vaccine schedule that has grown from 10 to nearly 40 shots, contains known neurotoxins, carcinogens, and poisons that decrease fertility..and this “healthy” schedule HAS NEVER BEEN SUBJECTED TO A PLACEBO CONTROLED SAFETY STUDY! and they wanna call us unethical?! Just like in the bible..we are living in a time when right is wrong and wrong is right! What they are doing to the families and to the future of the world IS WRONG.

There has never been a study conducted that shows the effects that the current vaccine schedule has on a developing body and mind, so the risks of vaccinating my children are unknown. the risks of the sicknesses that vaccines claim to prevent are well i am more comfortable taking the risks that i know. no matter how i look at it, i cannot justify my child being used as a guinea pig. Parents should be outraged! The tone in this country over vaccinations has cant hide from the glaring truth.. people are down right scared of these things.. our children are suffering..and they simply turn a blind eye to our plight and give us no new research..just a simple, “trust me..vaccines are safe.” Are you kidding me! if vaccines were safe and if the information we were given about them was true..I wouldnt be here writing wouldnt be reading this! Give us truth..that’s all we are asking for.

Give us what we need to be confident in the vaccine schedule! Get two groups of group that is fully vaccinated according to the cdc schedule and the other group not vaccinated at all..and compare the two groups. Have the study conducted by people who will not profit in any way regardless of the results..and publish them. We deserve it! Our children deserve it!

Dr. Sears goes on to say:

 ”A few years ago we all got excited when the Centers for Disease Control announced they were looking into doing more extensive vaccine safety research. Essentially, they were going to research whether or not they should and could do such research. The CDC assigned this task to the Institute of Medicine, a panel of medical experts from various medical and research backgrounds, and this report is the product of this investigation.
Here are my thoughts/disappointments/criticisms of the IOM report:
1. The IOM did not do any NEW research in this report. They did nothing new to examine and conclude that the current vaccine schedule is safe, or that it is safer than an alternative one. What they simply did was examine current available research and determine that there is no evidence that the current schedule is unsafe. There is no NEW information or research findings here.

2. The IOM admits on page 3 of their summary press release that a study comparing vaccinated to unvaccinated children is “the strongest study design type”. Basically, such a study would give us the most useful information.

3. The IOM and the CDC continue to hide behind the claim that to do a comparative study of unvaccinated versus vaccinated children would be unethical. But as long as they neglect to do this research, many parents will continue to decline vaccines over the concern about lack of safety research.

4. The IOM states that one challenge of an unvaccinated study is that there is an inadequate number of study subjects, as less than 1% of children are completely unvaccinated. I don’t agree with this statistic. It’s more like 5%, and could even be 10%. One brand new international study ( revealed that 10% of households surveyed had children who were completely unvaccinated. 10%!!! And it was the more educated and wealthier families that were more likely to be unvaccinated. The IOM’s claim that there aren’t enough unvaccinated children to study simply isn’t true. With over 4 million babies being born in the U.S. every year, they would have their pick of about 400,000 unvaccinated children to study each year.

The end result of this IOM report is that nothing has changed. Worried parents don’t have any new research or information to consider. The CDC has declared loud and clear that they won’t begin any new research on vaccine safety, especially involving a comparative unvaccinated control group. The debate over vaccine safety will continue on. “

The IOM report can be downloaded from this link:

link to Dr. Bob Sears Facebook page..he is awesome and gives balanced information that can be trusted:!/pages/Dr-Bob-Sears/116317855073374?fref=ts

and thank you to my friend at for leading me to this… click on name for website or to visit the Educate4theInjured facebook page click here


Biblical reasons to oppose vaccination


My family believes in the word of God, and we believe that as Christians we are to “obey God rather than men” Acts 5:29. The Bible clearly states that our bodies are temples and that we are to keep our temples clean and free of all impurities. Vaccines are the injection of toxic chemicals and foreign proteins into the body. This is a direct violation of God’s directive to keep the temple holy.

God also warns us that we are not to mix the blood of man with the blood of animals; many vaccines today are produced using animal tissue. By allowing these things to enter our bodies we are directly disobeying what the Lord has very clearly put in front of us. The bible also speaks of how important human life is and it tells us not to murder. Abortion stops a beating heart and to me, abortion is murder. I will not inject my children with vaccines that contain the dna and tissue of aborted children. This goes against my religion. My children are fearfully and wonderfully made. God created them with an immune system and I stand on the promises of God. If they are supposed to die then it will happen on God’s time and no vaccine would be able to stop it.

– In 1 Thessalonians chapter 5, the bible gives us instructions for christian living. In verse 17 through 18 it says:

“Pray without ceasing. In EVERY thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.”

1st Thessalonians chapter 5 also goes on to say in verses 21-22:

“Prove all things; hold fast that which is good. Abstain from all appearance of evil.”

if my child received vaccinations it would go against how the bible instructs me to live a christian life. The bible is the book that I base my faith upon. The bible is the book that I base my whole life upon, and it instructs me to pray without ceasing and to give thanks for everything that God puts into my life and into the lives of my children. I will pray that the Lord protects my family from harm and if my child does fall ill, I will give thanks and trust in the will of God.

If you look at the package insert for every vaccine that I am supposed to give to my child, you will see that none of them have been tested for their carcinogenic, mutagenic potential or impairment of fertility. Giving vaccine to my child that has not been proven to be safe goes against what the bible instructs for me to do. There is no way for me to prove that vaccines are safe. Therefore, I can not give them to my child. 1st Thessalonians also tells me to abstain from evil. Evil is anything that goes against the character of God. The bible shows us over and over again that when people try to out do God that the results are never good. To put our faith in man and not in God goes against the characteristics of God himself, be it so, I view vaccination as evil, and I am making the informed choice to abstain from it.

Many vaccines are also made using the cell lines derived from aborted children. It goes against the characteristics of God for a company to profit from the use of aborted fetal tissue. God lovingly created the lives that were taken because man deemed it necessary and it is evil to involve my children in this practice. It is evil in the eyes of the one and only God, and I request to be given the opportunity to live a christian life as the bible tells me to and to abstain from it.


Or do you not know that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God, and you are not your own? 20 For you were bought at a price; therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s. – 1 Corinthians 6:19-20

I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. – Romans 12:1

Do you not know that you are God’s temple and that God’s Spirit dwells in you? If anyone destroys God’s temple, God will destroy him. For God’s temple is holy, and you are that temple. – 1 Corinthians 3:16-18

Do not be wise in your own eyes; Fear the Lord and depart from evil. It will be health to your flesh, And strength to your bones. – Proverbs 3:7-8

“If you diligently heed the voice of the Lord your God and do what is right in His sight, give ear to His commandments and keep all His statutes, I will put none of the diseases on you which I have brought on the Egyptians. For I am the Lord who heals you.”- Exodus 15:26

In whose hand is the life of every living thing, And the breath of all mankind? Job 12:10

So you shall serve the Lord your God, and He will bless your bread and your water. And I will take sickness away from the midst of you.- Exodus 23:25

I (God) have carried you since you were born; I have taken care of you from your birth. Even when you are old, I will be the same. Even when your hair has turned gray, I will take care of you. I will sustain you and I will rescue you. Isaiah 46:3-4

For I will restore health to you and heal you of your wounds,’ says the Lord, – Jeremiah 30:17

It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. Matthew 9:12

For the life of every creature is its blood: its blood is its life.- Leviticus 17:14

But should write to them to abstain from the things polluted by idols, and from sexual immorality, and from what has been strangled, and from blood.- Acts 15:20

For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well. Psalm 139: 13-14

You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. Psalm 139: 16 (vaccine or no vaccine we are going to die on the day that the Lord has planned for us to die on)

Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. – Philippians 4:8 (is vaccination any of these things?)

What agreement has the temple of God with idols? For we are the temple of the living God; as God said, “I will make my dwelling among them and walk among them, and I will be their God, and they shall be my people.- 2 Corinthians 6:16

For if we live, we live to the Lord, and if we die, we die to the Lord. So then, whether we live or whether we die, we are the Lord’s.- Romans 14:8

This I declare about the Lord: He alone is my refuge, my place of safety; he is my God, and I trust him. For he will rescue you from every trap and protect you from deadly disease. He will cover you with his feathers. He will shelter you with his wings. If you make the Lord your refuge, if you make the Most High your shelter, no evil will conquer you; no plague will come near your home. For he will order his angels to protect you wherever you go. They will hold you up with their hands so you won’t even hurt your foot on a stone. You will trample upon lions and cobras; you will crush fierce lions and serpents under your feet! The Lord says, “I will rescue those who love me. I will protect those who trust in my name. When they call on me, I will answer; I will be with them in trouble. I will rescue and honor them. I will reward them with a long life and give them my salvation.” – Psalm 91: 2-4, 9-16

**The bible teaches us that our bodies are temples where God himself dwells and that we have the responsibility to keep them clean from impure things. How can monkey kidneys, msg, formaldehyde, micro organisms, phenol, human dna, antibiotics, heavy metals, , ammonium sulfate, genetically modified yeast, animal, bacterial and viral DNA, and glutaraldehyde ever be pure? How does God feel about his children supporting the companies who profit from vaccines grown on and made from the tissue of aborted human children? This is not pure. God gave my kids an immune system and Im going to trust in his will for their lives.


Abortion and Vaccines – To read what I wrote  .. click this

sharing a dream that ive had twice

I am unsure why I feel the need to share this, but the need will not leave me. I have tried my best not to post this in fear that people might think im crazy..however, the need to post this keeps resurfacing. So, I will share. This is  a dream that I have had twice now.

I am in my church gym with many others. We all know that something terrible is about to happen.. but we are not afraid because we are prepared. We have food and water stocked up and we are all in deep prayer for the world. I go to the doors of the gym and look out into the parking lot. The parking lot is filled with far as my eye can see there are people. It looks as though they are having a party..almost like they are at a concert. Standing on a hill above all the people is a huge marionette..he is taller than the trees around him. He is dressed like an 18th century french king..he has a huge red wig and his face is elaborately painted. I open the doors to the gym and begin to scream to the people, “come inside! dont you see what’s coming? save yourselves!” I am in a panic but no one pays me any attention..its like I do not exist. The “puppet man” begins to laugh at me..his laugh sounds so evil. During his laughing fit he thrashes about and lifts up his hands.. I see that from his hands millions of wires come and are connected to the people in the parking lot. His laugh becomes deeper and more crazed and he begins to violently jerk the people around below by the wires that are connected to his hands. The sky above turns a bright white lightening..and I wake up.


on the difficulties of explaining light to a blind man

My soul is hurt’s been hurting the last few days. Because of events that I will not disclose, I have recently set out on a journey to discover a course that i may share with a friend who is seeking God. How can something that I hold so dear to my heart be so challenging to explain? My relationship with Jesus is an aspect of my life that joyfully consumes me..yet, I can not figure out a way to show why that is.. a way to show who He is.

Why  do you believe in God? Usually when a person asks this question, they do not want the answer that I have. We are all constructed differently and I guess the need to deeply analyse things was not something that God decided to mix into my mortar. I do not have some uniform and rigid answer as to why I believe in God.. To say that I believe in him not because of anything scientific or anything that can be fully explained would make some think that my faith is flaky, but their assumptions would be incorrect. He wove into my being the ability to feel his pull.. as the moon tugs the waves over the sand, so he has wired us all to feel his presence. Even Jean-Paul Sartre, who was one of the leading proponents of atheism of the 20th century could not hide from his creator.. his candid confessions attest to God’s call..

“As for me, I don’t see myself as so much dust that has appeared in the world but as a being that was expected, prefigured, called forth. In short, as a being that could, it seems, come only from a creator; and this idea of a creating hand that created me refers me back to God. Naturally this is not a clear, exact idea that I set in motion every time I think of myself. It contradicts many of my other ideas; but it is there, floating vaguely. And when I think of myself I often think rather in this way, for wont of being able to think otherwise.”

“Everything in me cries out to God, I dont know how to forget him.”

 I guess that’s were my lack of desire to have everything shown to me in black and white comes into play; why should I seek to find truth when there is nothing that I cannot explain. For it is God who has composed all is God who stands in the void of the unexplainable..God is the only answer that I need.  As he has placed into the structure of all mankind the ability to feel that pull, he has also placed in our hands the means to sever it. His gift of freewill gives man the mental capacity needed to ignore his call or to make ourselves numb to his power.. if that is what we choose to do. When you have separated yourself from the very force that gave you life..from the very force that pulls you towards the truth, of course you will instead be pulled towards skepticism,doubt and confusion. That is where the pain that my soul is laid heavy with has come from. How can you describe a thing that cannot be compared to anything else to someone who has forgotten the thing that you are trying to explain. How can you describe light to a blind man?  

I shared this with my friend tonight and it really sums up how I feel..

If you were a servant in a warm castle in dead of winter, and I a freezing traveler in the snow outside your doorstop, you might invite me in to warm myself by the fire in an inner room. But I, looking through your open doorway, would see no fire, but only the fireless outer room, and I would have to trust your promise that I could get warm ‘if I only stepped inside’, judging the legitimacy of that promise on the basis of characteristics about you–the fact that you were not dressed heavily for the cold, that your hands actually felt warm, that you SEEMED to radiate honesty, and that you could make descriptive statements about the fire. If I insisted that I would not take that first step into the castle until I could actually SEE the fire in the inner room, I would obviously have to stay in the cold…

Of course, if your hands were COLD instead of warm, you were shivering, and you were dressed in heaviest furs, I would suspect duplicity, and be wise to take my chances with the snow and wolves, than with a fellow human with dishonesty in his heart, leading me into who-knows-what treachery…

I feel a little like the servant in that story…I am very, very warmed by the Fire but am limited to sharing with you the warmth of my hands, my ‘non-verbal’ expressions, and the grossly insufficient language to describe such a robust thing as a fire…

I lift my hands to God in prayer. I lift my hands to God in surrender. I pray that he cover – with a fiery warmth – the hands that I raise to him. I pray that he sends a revival to this land. I pray that he calls out his people and anoints them with a holy fire.. A fire that will shine the light of revelation and understanding directly into the ugly face of the darkness and confusion that holds our world in captivity.

For our God is a consuming fire. – Hebrews 12:29













a call for christians to please help me

I hope that many of you will help me out. I would like to do a post on why I serve God..a post about why I know beyond any doubt that He is real..a post that can only try to express the never-ending love that He has for us. I am asking that you please help me write it.

Throughout my life, so many things have happened that I just can’t explain..things that have made God real to that i have heard His voice speaking to me through. Will you please share with me your story of when God became more than just a word to you..when God grew skin.

It can be a miracle that has happened in your unexpected blessing..or just anything that has taken place during your life that has shown you that God is real..whatever it may be..i pray that you will please share it with me. With God as my witness, I promise not to disclose anything personal about you in my blog or to anyone else. I am just so incredibly hungry to hear why it is that others have come to the same conclusion that I have. If possible, please share this with your christian friends so that I may hear from many. I am not one hundred percent on what I’m going to do with all this, but I know that God will direct me to hopefully compose something that will make a difference in His kingdom.  Thankyou very much in advance..

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my week

I have been destroying my brain all day to try and figure out a post for today. Since im not going to post anything on Sunday..I have decided to give myself a long weekend and just do something easy. Until I think of something else to do..I am just going to do a “my week” post on Saturdays. I will share some random things that have brought me joy and insight from this past week. I will get back to business on monday.


Rory sitting up..big changes


random things                     

The Georgia Guidestones..somehow i had never heard about these things until this week. Let this be a guide into a “new age of reason”…ummm

europa and her bull sitting outside the UN building in Brussels, Belgum..umm..revelations chapter 17..maybe ill do a post about this later

the period speak loudly to me. JESUS.
“He is God’s son. He is the sinner’s saviour. He is the captives ransom. He is the breath of life. He is the centerpiece of civilization. He stands in the solitude of himself. ” – anne graham lotz




 I dont have the money right now to upgrade my account…so..i cannot post  an mp3. But..the song that has most inspired me this week is “Shelter From the Storm” by Bob Dylan..if youve never heard it (its ohh so lovely) you can here


He tends his flock like a shepherd:
    He gathers the lambs in his arms
and carries them close to his heart;
    he gently leads those that have young. Isaiah 40:11